Loooong weekend ahead...

it's friday.. i'm in the elab.. and i cant make it for the P.O.D. camp.. cant go with regi.. or with the cg..
will be going for a family vacation in kuantan tomorrow.. leaving early morning...

not sure if i will be able to study my biopharm... it's 1 week plus from today.. :( :( :(
dont know what to expect.. dont know if i'm over-reacting.. i mean.. i see everyone quite calm about this test.. it's 30%.. that is why its bugging me alot.. i feel i have to do well.. i mean.. who doesn't right? but.. i reli reli hope that it'll be ok.. guess i worry too much.. :( i read on the sun newspaper (2 weeks ago i tink) that an average woman worries at least 45 mins a day..
i tink i reli worry much much more than that.. :(

well.. at least got the wall e from huey ying d.. hope can watch this weekend..
hope ying is ok.. i cant do much for her.. cant be there for her.. reli hope she'l b ok..

ying.. be strong k?

got into arguement with yx today.. quite upset.. quite emo.. going home now.. teach wan wei english..

Pharmacy practice 1 essay..

just handed up my PP1 essay to the AAD.. now in elab.. haih.. finish one thing.. and now.. the next on my 'to do' list is.. to borrow book from the library for the Health Promo essay.. due two weeks from today.. oh yeah.. and to study for biopharm.. at least just now during biopharm workshop i wasnt too blur on what OCE was saying.. hopefully everything will go ok..

yay.. no class for me tomorrow.. i'll have a a break.. hopefully can study.. :)

mayb gonna get wall e from huey ying on friday! then can take home and watch.. :) cant wait..

Health and sleep...

i must say i haven't been sleeping well lately.. don't know why.. dad says it cuz i don't exercise..
i'm really not good in any sports.. and i don't really like to sweat.. so i must say that i have not been exercising for quite some time.. what with me assignments and exams coming.. :(

plus my cholesterol level is quite high.. tink it runs in the family.. did my blood test not too long ago and my blood cholesterol level is not in the normal range.. and i seldom eat high cholesterol food.. haih.. depressing.. just found out from a forwarded email that juices wtih apples celery and cucumber can reduce cholesterol.. guess it means i should try it?? hehe..

tho sometimes i get into bed before 12 midnight.. i always end up tossing and turning.. till.. dunno what time.. :( how how?? sometimes just feel very frustrated.. how come some ppl can fall asleep not too long after their heads touch the pillow?? not fair.. :(

must take extra effort in taking care of my health d... wanted to swim these few days.. but keep raining only... so nice to sleep and sleep and sleep.... :) hehe..

YaY! CVS and dispensing test over!!

finished my CVS test on monday! hehe... CVS for cardiovascular system..
then had dispensing test on tues.. 3 hours to dispense 3 products! was reli happy when i saw the prescription paper. it was potassium citrate mixture, loratadine and pseudoephedrine sulphate powder, and zinc oxide suppositories.. the first and third product was exactly same as what we did during practicals before.. so it was fine.. :) the powders were fine too.. since i managed to the calculations properly.. i was in the same bench as Huey Ying! never had labs with her before.. so i was reli happy! had ashley in the same bence too!

everything was going ok.. until it was 5pm.. and we had to stop doing whatever we were doing. i took out my suppositories from the mould, hoping for the best but i was disappointed!
it still hadn't hardened and was mushy and sticky.. definiely won't pass as a suppository.. it even sticked to the aluminium foil! i just hope for the best and pray that the lecturer won't fail that product!

sleepless nights...

I've been having sleepless nights lately.. i mean.. tossing and turning in my bed for dunno how long before falling asleep.. and having wierd dreams too.. is it the stress taking its toll on me??

I have to say that i've been very stress ever since my 4th sem started.. :( i don't know why.. guess its cuz things are getting tougher.. and there are more demands from the lecturer..

Plus our batch is the first batch who will not be able to join in our juniors' batch the following year if we din manage to pass the finals and the resits.. so.. yeah.. it means i have to be more serious bout my studies..

I'm giving so much pressure to myself.. well.. my parents are happy that i just try my best.. but somehow.. i feel that my best would not be enough..

I don't know how i would face my last year in scotland next year if i'm already feeling this STRESSED now.. guess i should go for some aromatherapy or something.. i heard its good for relaxing and revitalizing the body? lol..

BLACK DOG!

I started giving my neighbour's daughter english tuition last month.. and it's been going great so far.. her name is wan wei.. and she has a reli reli cute black poodle puppy.. :) its name is black dog.. in chinese its 'xiao hei' . wan wei has an attitude.. i mean.. to those people whom she doesn't know.. she acts really cool and doesn't look at you when you talk.. lol.. very naughty.. anyway.. i've been teachin her three times a week.. and we walk the dog together in the evenings.. :)