Cookies..

Made cookies with my mum today.. :) it was reli fun.. using the kenwood chef maker thing.. and beating the butter.. eggs.. oh yeah.. and putting in chocolate chips and walnuts.. :) i cut the walnuts till small small pieces.. very tired eh my hand.. lol.. my mum always say i very 'xiao jie'...

the first batch of cookies were bit burnt.. we turned down the temperature for the following batches.. :) felt reli good today.. mood also better bit d :) plus.. the cookies tastes great!! :) except for the hangus ones of course.. my brothers kept eating it.. tink going to finish d.. :( enjoying every bit of my hols.. :)

Feelings...

Have you ever been hurt by the same person so many times that you're been like.. numb to it?
I don't know y.. but that's what i'm feeling now.. i mean.. it's like.. i'm now quite emotionless bout the whole thing.. being hurt by the person you love the most and who is the most close to you is the most painful and most hurtful thing.. and the word 'sorry' is not of much use in this situation.. it does not make things better but rather it makes things worse.. how can you do something when you know that it will hurt your loved one? haih.. i'm just frustrated..........

My weekend..

Went cg on friday.. and din't know it was a free cg until i went there to daniel's house with regi and jhim told us it was free cg..... played congkak with jhim.. lol.. he bullied me.. and i lost.. he was so happy.. lol... then.. we went to mamak.. and it was only 9 plus.. so early..

it was drizzling... summer, charissa, regi and me shared one umbrella while walking from the car to ajimal.. we had to sit inside.. it was pretty stuffy... plus, we sat near the place the cooked the maggi goreng and all those.. hm.. just washed my hair before cg somemore.. anyway.. we were there in mamak till almost 12 that we managed to watch one whol movie on star movies i tink.. or HBO, not sure which channel.. it was a horror movie i tink.. kinda creepy.. but at least i was watching with regi and the rest.. :)

went saturday service.. and regi couldn't make it.. rebec was gonna get baptized.. and another friend of mine..

sunday was quite different for me.. as i did not need to wake as early as 645.. like i do every sunday morning.. went for breakfast with mum and dad.. ate roti planta.. then teman dad to cut hair at the barber.. then mum helped me to dye my hair a little when we got back home.. :) a simple weekend for me...

ying and her two tortoises :)

just visited ying's blog and saw her pics... and that of her tortoises too :) this was a pic of her tortoises last year.. they were still so small!! :)

i still remember 2 weeks ago i went to ying's house..(vista) to discuss bout some PP calc and to comfort one another.. (due to the exam stress)

i feel ying and me are similar in so many ways.. we both feel the same bout exams.. and we always stress ourselves out.. crying ourselves to sleep countless times.. and sms-ing one another when we feel down.. i've been very grateful to have her.. she's helped me alot though this semester 4's exam.. and.. encouraged me alot.. we'll go through sem 5 together k? and all the way through till we finish this course.. :)

No more exam.. hehe.. :)

this was taken in the library few weeks back.. studying so hard till got eye bags :(



this was just a pic which my bro took of me when i was studying few days back...


i'm free... wheee!! hehe... so free nth to do.. now watching korea drama on tv actually.. :)
no more studying for me for the mean time.. :)

Thankfulness

i'm very very thankful that exam is over for me.. it's the first time in one whole month dat i wake up this morning without having the dreaded feeling cuz i have to spend the whole day studying (again) ... i don't know why but i felt that this semester's exam was particularly tough for me.. i don't know bout the others.. but i felt especially more pressured this time around..

but through it all, i've realized that God is always faithful. and we never, never should doubt of His faithfulness.. which will never fail, and His mercies are new every morning.. He has been faithful to me especially during this exam period.. giving me the peace and assurance.. though my worry self always worry for no reason and get stressed very easily, i felt peace in my heart knowing that He'll help.

lets see.. i think i accomplished quite alot today...

woke at 10 plus.. couldn't sleep longer.. don't know why...

read the cake book that i borrowed from the library yesterday... was especially interested in the part about cheesecakes.. :) hehe.. new york cheesecake especially..

watched csi new york.. haven't been watching it for ages..

made lunch with mum.. (cant remember the last time i helped to prepare lunch together with mum) it was quite fun!!:)

swept and mop the floor.. think i did quite a good job.. the floor seems quite smooth now.. and it smells nice too! lol..

went swimming.. 8 laps.. :) the weather was perfect just now.. but it's raining now though..

helped my bro with his add maths.. his spm is coming soon!!

gonna teach my student soon.. and then dinner..

and gonna go cg tonight!! hmm.... quite a good start for the first day of my holiday!!

Pics of my cute baby cousin.. :)

this was taken few weeks ago.. my relatives came over for dinner.. hehe.. he knew how to walk d.. then wanna play the piano somemor.. he couldn't climb on the chair so he stood up..


this was taken early this year :) he looked so blur when i took his pic.


this was my cousin... last year.. (so young but know how to pose for the camera d)


only managed to upload these pics now as i'm more free now that exams are over.. :) pweee :) :)

undescribable happiness.. :)

haven't been online for almost one whol week.. been really busy with exam preparations...
and now... finally.. exam is over.. it's really hard to describe the happiness i'm feeling right now...
in the elab now.. they said that there was a quiz which we should have done before the exam.. as revision.. alot of us din't know bout it.. now exam over only we're doing.. lol... freedom for me for the next month.. :) can't imagine all the things that i would do!! cooking.... hmm... yeah.. mum says she'll teach me cooking.. just borrowed a book on cooking from the library.. :)

oh yeah.. and i'll be going to cameron's next weekend for the deepavali hols!! cant wait!

I'm really worn out.. really.. :(

it's already wednesday... finals is like.. 4 days away.. and i'm feeling down and tired..
haven't been sleeping well these days.. i banned myself from sleeping in the afternoon.. so no naps..
feeling really drained and worn out.. this is sem 4.. what bout sem 5 ,6, 7, 8?? :(
i dunno if i can persevere..
but i know i must.. no matter what.. cant give up... in elab now.. tink have to start doing PP calculations d.. very sleepy..