Made cookies with my mum today.. :) it was reli fun.. using the kenwood chef maker thing.. and beating the butter.. eggs.. oh yeah.. and putting in chocolate chips and walnuts.. :) i cut the walnuts till small small pieces.. very tired eh my hand.. lol.. my mum always say i very 'xiao jie'...
the first batch of cookies were bit burnt.. we turned down the temperature for the following batches.. :) felt reli good today.. mood also better bit d :) plus.. the cookies tastes great!! :) except for the hangus ones of course.. my brothers kept eating it.. tink going to finish d.. :( enjoying every bit of my hols.. :)
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
Feelings...
Have you ever been hurt by the same person so many times that you're been like.. numb to it?
I don't know y.. but that's what i'm feeling now.. i mean.. it's like.. i'm now quite emotionless bout the whole thing.. being hurt by the person you love the most and who is the most close to you is the most painful and most hurtful thing.. and the word 'sorry' is not of much use in this situation.. it does not make things better but rather it makes things worse.. how can you do something when you know that it will hurt your loved one? haih.. i'm just frustrated..........
I don't know y.. but that's what i'm feeling now.. i mean.. it's like.. i'm now quite emotionless bout the whole thing.. being hurt by the person you love the most and who is the most close to you is the most painful and most hurtful thing.. and the word 'sorry' is not of much use in this situation.. it does not make things better but rather it makes things worse.. how can you do something when you know that it will hurt your loved one? haih.. i'm just frustrated..........
My weekend..
Went cg on friday.. and din't know it was a free cg until i went there to daniel's house with regi and jhim told us it was free cg..... played congkak with jhim.. lol.. he bullied me.. and i lost.. he was so happy.. lol... then.. we went to mamak.. and it was only 9 plus.. so early..
it was drizzling... summer, charissa, regi and me shared one umbrella while walking from the car to ajimal.. we had to sit inside.. it was pretty stuffy... plus, we sat near the place the cooked the maggi goreng and all those.. hm.. just washed my hair before cg somemore.. anyway.. we were there in mamak till almost 12 that we managed to watch one whol movie on star movies i tink.. or HBO, not sure which channel.. it was a horror movie i tink.. kinda creepy.. but at least i was watching with regi and the rest.. :)
went saturday service.. and regi couldn't make it.. rebec was gonna get baptized.. and another friend of mine..
sunday was quite different for me.. as i did not need to wake as early as 645.. like i do every sunday morning.. went for breakfast with mum and dad.. ate roti planta.. then teman dad to cut hair at the barber.. then mum helped me to dye my hair a little when we got back home.. :) a simple weekend for me...
it was drizzling... summer, charissa, regi and me shared one umbrella while walking from the car to ajimal.. we had to sit inside.. it was pretty stuffy... plus, we sat near the place the cooked the maggi goreng and all those.. hm.. just washed my hair before cg somemore.. anyway.. we were there in mamak till almost 12 that we managed to watch one whol movie on star movies i tink.. or HBO, not sure which channel.. it was a horror movie i tink.. kinda creepy.. but at least i was watching with regi and the rest.. :)
went saturday service.. and regi couldn't make it.. rebec was gonna get baptized.. and another friend of mine..
sunday was quite different for me.. as i did not need to wake as early as 645.. like i do every sunday morning.. went for breakfast with mum and dad.. ate roti planta.. then teman dad to cut hair at the barber.. then mum helped me to dye my hair a little when we got back home.. :) a simple weekend for me...
Friday, October 17, 2008
ying and her two tortoises :)
just visited ying's blog and saw her pics... and that of her tortoises too :) this was a pic of her tortoises last year.. they were still so small!! :)
i still remember 2 weeks ago i went to ying's house..(vista) to discuss bout some PP calc and to comfort one another.. (due to the exam stress)
i feel ying and me are similar in so many ways.. we both feel the same bout exams.. and we always stress ourselves out.. crying ourselves to sleep countless times.. and sms-ing one another when we feel down.. i've been very grateful to have her.. she's helped me alot though this semester 4's exam.. and.. encouraged me alot.. we'll go through sem 5 together k? and all the way through till we finish this course.. :)
No more exam.. hehe.. :)
this was taken in the library few weeks back.. studying so hard till got eye bags :(
this was just a pic which my bro took of me when i was studying few days back...i'm free... wheee!! hehe... so free nth to do.. now watching korea drama on tv actually.. :)
no more studying for me for the mean time.. :)
Thankfulness
i'm very very thankful that exam is over for me.. it's the first time in one whole month dat i wake up this morning without having the dreaded feeling cuz i have to spend the whole day studying (again) ... i don't know why but i felt that this semester's exam was particularly tough for me.. i don't know bout the others.. but i felt especially more pressured this time around..
but through it all, i've realized that God is always faithful. and we never, never should doubt of His faithfulness.. which will never fail, and His mercies are new every morning.. He has been faithful to me especially during this exam period.. giving me the peace and assurance.. though my worry self always worry for no reason and get stressed very easily, i felt peace in my heart knowing that He'll help.
lets see.. i think i accomplished quite alot today...
woke at 10 plus.. couldn't sleep longer.. don't know why...
read the cake book that i borrowed from the library yesterday... was especially interested in the part about cheesecakes.. :) hehe.. new york cheesecake especially..
watched csi new york.. haven't been watching it for ages..
made lunch with mum.. (cant remember the last time i helped to prepare lunch together with mum) it was quite fun!!:)
swept and mop the floor.. think i did quite a good job.. the floor seems quite smooth now.. and it smells nice too! lol..
went swimming.. 8 laps.. :) the weather was perfect just now.. but it's raining now though..
helped my bro with his add maths.. his spm is coming soon!!
gonna teach my student soon.. and then dinner..
and gonna go cg tonight!! hmm.... quite a good start for the first day of my holiday!!
but through it all, i've realized that God is always faithful. and we never, never should doubt of His faithfulness.. which will never fail, and His mercies are new every morning.. He has been faithful to me especially during this exam period.. giving me the peace and assurance.. though my worry self always worry for no reason and get stressed very easily, i felt peace in my heart knowing that He'll help.
lets see.. i think i accomplished quite alot today...
woke at 10 plus.. couldn't sleep longer.. don't know why...
read the cake book that i borrowed from the library yesterday... was especially interested in the part about cheesecakes.. :) hehe.. new york cheesecake especially..
watched csi new york.. haven't been watching it for ages..
made lunch with mum.. (cant remember the last time i helped to prepare lunch together with mum) it was quite fun!!:)
swept and mop the floor.. think i did quite a good job.. the floor seems quite smooth now.. and it smells nice too! lol..
went swimming.. 8 laps.. :) the weather was perfect just now.. but it's raining now though..
helped my bro with his add maths.. his spm is coming soon!!
gonna teach my student soon.. and then dinner..
and gonna go cg tonight!! hmm.... quite a good start for the first day of my holiday!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Pics of my cute baby cousin.. :)
this was taken few weeks ago.. my relatives came over for dinner.. hehe.. he knew how to walk d.. then wanna play the piano somemor.. he couldn't climb on the chair so he stood up..
this was taken early this year :) he looked so blur when i took his pic.
this was my cousin... last year.. (so young but know how to pose for the camera d)only managed to upload these pics now as i'm more free now that exams are over.. :) pweee :) :)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
undescribable happiness.. :)
haven't been online for almost one whol week.. been really busy with exam preparations...
and now... finally.. exam is over.. it's really hard to describe the happiness i'm feeling right now...
in the elab now.. they said that there was a quiz which we should have done before the exam.. as revision.. alot of us din't know bout it.. now exam over only we're doing.. lol... freedom for me for the next month.. :) can't imagine all the things that i would do!! cooking.... hmm... yeah.. mum says she'll teach me cooking.. just borrowed a book on cooking from the library.. :)
oh yeah.. and i'll be going to cameron's next weekend for the deepavali hols!! cant wait!
and now... finally.. exam is over.. it's really hard to describe the happiness i'm feeling right now...
in the elab now.. they said that there was a quiz which we should have done before the exam.. as revision.. alot of us din't know bout it.. now exam over only we're doing.. lol... freedom for me for the next month.. :) can't imagine all the things that i would do!! cooking.... hmm... yeah.. mum says she'll teach me cooking.. just borrowed a book on cooking from the library.. :)
oh yeah.. and i'll be going to cameron's next weekend for the deepavali hols!! cant wait!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I'm really worn out.. really.. :(
it's already wednesday... finals is like.. 4 days away.. and i'm feeling down and tired..
haven't been sleeping well these days.. i banned myself from sleeping in the afternoon.. so no naps..
feeling really drained and worn out.. this is sem 4.. what bout sem 5 ,6, 7, 8?? :(
i dunno if i can persevere..
but i know i must.. no matter what.. cant give up... in elab now.. tink have to start doing PP calculations d.. very sleepy..
haven't been sleeping well these days.. i banned myself from sleeping in the afternoon.. so no naps..
feeling really drained and worn out.. this is sem 4.. what bout sem 5 ,6, 7, 8?? :(
i dunno if i can persevere..
but i know i must.. no matter what.. cant give up... in elab now.. tink have to start doing PP calculations d.. very sleepy..
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Birthday steamboat :)
the surprise steamboat birthday party turned out quite well last saturday!
after so much planning and so much worries about whether it'll turn out ok, it did turn out ok after all! and everyone who at first was 'not confirm coming' could make it... even teck liang's gf came.. :) despite her business! first time i got to meet her :) she's reli nice and i saw the white watch teck liang bought for her on her birthday.. it was reli nice.. chun wei came but his gf couldnt make it, she was in singapore.
ying hui and shu xian bought the food stuff so they were late.. hehe.. and they bought alot of balls..
1) whitish balls (fishballs and meatballs)
2) orange balls, we called it carrot balls but it was actualy prawn balls i tink
3) pink balls (made from crab stick)
the whole steanboat pot.. (there were 2 steamboat pots, one teck liang's one mine) was filled with balls to the brim! we kept eating and eating balls.. and the guys kept making funny jokes bout those balls.. lol... i should not mention the jokes here..
there was also ham, seaweed, mee hoon, yee mee, fish, chicken... alot more..
we had the crab stick too... and there was one crab stick which we put in the pot to boil and only after it was boiled that we realized it still had the plastic thing covering it.. it was reli funny.. shu xian dirtied her white top cuz of the tomyam paste and i had to accompany her to change. when we came back, the crab sticks were all gone!
xian n me kept putting the seaweed in to cook but everytime it was cooked, before we couldscoop it out from the pot, yee xiang took it and ate it first.. lol.. xian and me kept scolding him!! hehe.. xian and me kept asking yee xiang to help us scoop the laici friut from the drink dispenser... i tink she and me finished almost all of the laici!
suddenly, when we almost finished eating everything, ying hui asked 'eh, where is the mushroom i bought?' only then did he realize that we forgot all about the mushrooms.. it was reli fun doing the steamboat at home... though we mostly ate balls and balls.. all types of them...
oh yea, we had a chocolate banana birthday cake from secret recipe and i bought a dozen donuts from big apples, which ying hui ate 3 of the donuts ( the one with the cheese, the mango.. and another one)
after so much planning and so much worries about whether it'll turn out ok, it did turn out ok after all! and everyone who at first was 'not confirm coming' could make it... even teck liang's gf came.. :) despite her business! first time i got to meet her :) she's reli nice and i saw the white watch teck liang bought for her on her birthday.. it was reli nice.. chun wei came but his gf couldnt make it, she was in singapore.
ying hui and shu xian bought the food stuff so they were late.. hehe.. and they bought alot of balls..
1) whitish balls (fishballs and meatballs)
2) orange balls, we called it carrot balls but it was actualy prawn balls i tink
3) pink balls (made from crab stick)
the whole steanboat pot.. (there were 2 steamboat pots, one teck liang's one mine) was filled with balls to the brim! we kept eating and eating balls.. and the guys kept making funny jokes bout those balls.. lol... i should not mention the jokes here..
there was also ham, seaweed, mee hoon, yee mee, fish, chicken... alot more..
we had the crab stick too... and there was one crab stick which we put in the pot to boil and only after it was boiled that we realized it still had the plastic thing covering it.. it was reli funny.. shu xian dirtied her white top cuz of the tomyam paste and i had to accompany her to change. when we came back, the crab sticks were all gone!
xian n me kept putting the seaweed in to cook but everytime it was cooked, before we couldscoop it out from the pot, yee xiang took it and ate it first.. lol.. xian and me kept scolding him!! hehe.. xian and me kept asking yee xiang to help us scoop the laici friut from the drink dispenser... i tink she and me finished almost all of the laici!
suddenly, when we almost finished eating everything, ying hui asked 'eh, where is the mushroom i bought?' only then did he realize that we forgot all about the mushrooms.. it was reli fun doing the steamboat at home... though we mostly ate balls and balls.. all types of them...
oh yea, we had a chocolate banana birthday cake from secret recipe and i bought a dozen donuts from big apples, which ying hui ate 3 of the donuts ( the one with the cheese, the mango.. and another one)
Friday, September 26, 2008
Study break
its almost the end of the official first week of study break..
which means i only have two more weeks..
plus i'm goin out the whole day tomorrow for a birthday party..
i'm quite worried bout this finals tis time..
i mean.. i don't know if this study break of 3 weeks plus is a good or bad ting..
i seem to be quite lazy to study.. and restless after only a short while of studyin..
really worried bout Health Promo and Pharmacy Practice..
i don't know how to describe the subjects.. it's undescribable..
have been swimming twice this week.. it's a goood sign.. :) i seldom swim twice in a week..
i really hope i can use the rest of the study break well.. struggling quite alot.. alot of worries alot of stress.. but i have to put my trust in God..
which means i only have two more weeks..
plus i'm goin out the whole day tomorrow for a birthday party..
i'm quite worried bout this finals tis time..
i mean.. i don't know if this study break of 3 weeks plus is a good or bad ting..
i seem to be quite lazy to study.. and restless after only a short while of studyin..
really worried bout Health Promo and Pharmacy Practice..
i don't know how to describe the subjects.. it's undescribable..
have been swimming twice this week.. it's a goood sign.. :) i seldom swim twice in a week..
i really hope i can use the rest of the study break well.. struggling quite alot.. alot of worries alot of stress.. but i have to put my trust in God..
Friday, September 19, 2008
Friendship is really a matter of time...
Friendship is really a matter of time...
the time that it takes to be kind,
the time that it takes just to listen and talk,
to help someone find a peace of mind.
Friendship is really a matter of time...
the time that it takes you to do
a thoughtful and generous favour
that wasn't expected of you,
the time that it takes just to answer a call,
to let someone know that you're there.
Friendship is really a matter of time...
the time that you take when you care.
amanda bradley
the time that it takes to be kind,
the time that it takes just to listen and talk,
to help someone find a peace of mind.
Friendship is really a matter of time...
the time that it takes you to do
a thoughtful and generous favour
that wasn't expected of you,
the time that it takes just to answer a call,
to let someone know that you're there.
Friendship is really a matter of time...
the time that you take when you care.
amanda bradley
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Nick's wedding!
alex and me.. haven't seen him since i came back from labuan.. that would be 4 years plus..!!
me at the hotel... waiting for the dinner to start!! hehe...
the best man, alvin and me!! only got to know him the thurs before the wedding.. he picked me for the rehearsal.. :)
the guitarist and me! he has his own music album.. now he's working on his 2nd album!! he has a great voice!! he even composed a song specially for the wedding!!
dad and me... :)
mum and me!!
nick and tracy lighting the unity candle.. a significance of two becoming one...
both of them giving a speech.. :) tracy looks so sweet!!Last saturday was the Nick's wedding..reached rennaisance at 245
and started the worship practice with the other mucisians.
the wedding was not held in church but in the hotel.. the pastor was there to conduct the wedding.. the backdrop of the stage was really nice... decorations were mainly gold and cream in colour..
the pastor mentioned bout the significance of the ring. the unending circle represents unending love..
got to catch up with jonathan the guitarist and the other friends from labuan who are now here in kl studying/working.. :) it was really nice
after the wedding service cocktail and desserts were served. there was fruit punch and sushi, biscuits with cheese toppings (the cheese looked a little blue/green) and other tit bits.. :)
then it was photo time. took pictures with the bride and groom, nick and tracy!
during the dinner, i was assigned to the first table of the groom's side. sat with alvin the best man (nick's best friend) and sarah, the wife of nick's another best friend. the other ppl in the table were all nick's good friends from college days .. and i must say i felt a little out of place as i only knew alvin quite well and not the others. alvin was busy going around doing what best mans have to do.. he even gave a speech about nick.. a funny speech.. hehe.. :) oh yea.. and caleb, one of those at the table kept updatin us with the football match scores. man u and liverpool was playing at that time! the score was 2-1 in favour of liverpool!
really enjoyed myself at the wedding and to top it up, i met alex chok.. an old friend from labuan.. i din't expect to see him at the wedding.. !! at first i thought i saw someone who looked like him..
then.. i wasn't so sure.. but.. it was him!! what a coincident!!
Start of study break..
Study break for most of us Mpharmers have started this week as we only have 2 days of classes this week..
i'm finding it very hard to pick up pace and start studying again as i totally gave myself the whole weekend of last week to relax and do practically those things that i like.. (watch tv, sleep, read novels, attend weddings... etc.. :) )
i gave myself this reward and liberty as i've been totally stressed last week bout biopharm test and the HP essay.. oh yeah.. i also watched wall e in the elab on wednesday.. :) hehe..
but now.. i guess it's time to start studying.. again..
all good things always come to an end..
i'm quite worried for the eos this time.. esp for Health Promo and mainly Pharmacy Practice!!
i mean.. even since the start of the semester, i dint really know what the lectures meant.. and the subject is quite wide and subjective.. really hope that i'll do ok..
depending on God to help.. took my CVS DD1 results yesterday from Peter Pook.. is was better than i expected.. i really thank God for that.. well i guess it's time to study now.. all the best to all my batchmates who will be sitting for this eos too!!
i'm finding it very hard to pick up pace and start studying again as i totally gave myself the whole weekend of last week to relax and do practically those things that i like.. (watch tv, sleep, read novels, attend weddings... etc.. :) )
i gave myself this reward and liberty as i've been totally stressed last week bout biopharm test and the HP essay.. oh yeah.. i also watched wall e in the elab on wednesday.. :) hehe..
but now.. i guess it's time to start studying.. again..
all good things always come to an end..
i'm quite worried for the eos this time.. esp for Health Promo and mainly Pharmacy Practice!!
i mean.. even since the start of the semester, i dint really know what the lectures meant.. and the subject is quite wide and subjective.. really hope that i'll do ok..
depending on God to help.. took my CVS DD1 results yesterday from Peter Pook.. is was better than i expected.. i really thank God for that.. well i guess it's time to study now.. all the best to all my batchmates who will be sitting for this eos too!!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Last friday
Went to MV last friday.. and it reli was a long day..
was not sure on what movie we were going to watch.. at first we wanted to watch money not enough.. the singaporean movie... but at last we watched death race.. which was reli a good movie.. i reli enjoyed it.. the actor, Statham was a prisoner who was framed for his wife's death.. he had to race in a brutal deadly car race against other inmates/prisoners to get his freedom.. oh yeah the girl actress is reli hot too.. her name in the movie is 'case' .. don't wanna talk too much bout it.. but for those who have not watched it yet.. you should.. *winkz*
went to momoe to find my sweater.. then to tropicana and to others shops.. but went back to momoe.. :0 and bought my sweater from there at last.. have been hunting for a sweater for quite some time d..
saw quite a lot of people i know that day in MV :
1) Pauline and her fren
2) Doreen and her boyfriend
3) alvin the best man for Nick's wedding at G2000, buying his suit for the wedding
4) hmm.. yeah.. i tink that's bout it..
took the train back.. and waited reli reli reli long for the ktm.. not only was it delayed 2 times.. but guess cuz it's the fasting month.. d the train was reli full.. no one coming out from the train but so many people wanting to go in..
so.. obviously not many ppl could go in.. and had to continue waiting.. 3 trains came and left.. but i couldn't get in.. by that time i was reli fan and sweaty and mang also.. very very...
in the end..took the other train to kl central then the putra to masjid jamek then the star to bkt jalil.. 3 trains in a day.. was reli tired. walked alot and i was wearing my heel!! legs were reli aching and painful... reached bkt jalil and had to walk all the way home.. what a day..
rushed home and washed up to go for a church meeting at 8pm
was not sure on what movie we were going to watch.. at first we wanted to watch money not enough.. the singaporean movie... but at last we watched death race.. which was reli a good movie.. i reli enjoyed it.. the actor, Statham was a prisoner who was framed for his wife's death.. he had to race in a brutal deadly car race against other inmates/prisoners to get his freedom.. oh yeah the girl actress is reli hot too.. her name in the movie is 'case' .. don't wanna talk too much bout it.. but for those who have not watched it yet.. you should.. *winkz*
went to momoe to find my sweater.. then to tropicana and to others shops.. but went back to momoe.. :0 and bought my sweater from there at last.. have been hunting for a sweater for quite some time d..
saw quite a lot of people i know that day in MV :
1) Pauline and her fren
2) Doreen and her boyfriend
3) alvin the best man for Nick's wedding at G2000, buying his suit for the wedding
4) hmm.. yeah.. i tink that's bout it..
took the train back.. and waited reli reli reli long for the ktm.. not only was it delayed 2 times.. but guess cuz it's the fasting month.. d the train was reli full.. no one coming out from the train but so many people wanting to go in..
so.. obviously not many ppl could go in.. and had to continue waiting.. 3 trains came and left.. but i couldn't get in.. by that time i was reli fan and sweaty and mang also.. very very...
in the end..took the other train to kl central then the putra to masjid jamek then the star to bkt jalil.. 3 trains in a day.. was reli tired. walked alot and i was wearing my heel!! legs were reli aching and painful... reached bkt jalil and had to walk all the way home.. what a day..
rushed home and washed up to go for a church meeting at 8pm
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